One thing about Mennonites is that we are good at maintaining our niceness. But this niceness, while “nice” by outward appearance, is not always truthful. We can hide many evil thoughts behind a polite smile. We know the “right” words to say and use them habitually… all the while harboring harsh judgments in our hearts.
Why do we hide our true feelings?
First off, to be the “quiet in the land” is part of our Mennonite-cultural-default setting; we play nice because we were taught to not cause a fuss. Second, we want to avoid conflict; trying to resolve a conflict is difficult and one way to “keep the peace” is to bury our own feelings behind a smile. The third reason (and most insidious) is so we can appear better than the other person.
On the surface, there is nothing wrong with this cultural niceness. It seems to be far better than the alternative of direct confrontation, open disagreement or being too honest about unpleasant things. But beneath this veil of serenity can be a toxic mess of unresolved conflict, secretly held enmity, and hostility that leaks out as passive-aggressive behavior.
Yes, Mennonites may be good at appearing nice on the outside. However, we are also good at gossip, backbiting, anonymous letters, slander and giving the cold-shoulder treatment. A pretty face and pleasant words can hide many less-than-desirable attitudes. These hidden sins of the heart are not often addressed, and likely because they are far more difficult to detect and define. Nevertheless, there can be a rotten core underneath a righteous facade.
Some may call this kind of niceness “living peaceably” when in reality it is often nastier than the alternative of open rebuke and direct confrontation. There is little chance of amicable resolution when a person refuses to openly state their grievances. Worse, the person being whispered about often can sense the antagonism, yet is without a means to defend themselves.
Jesus had no problem directly rebuking those who were pretty on the outside and ugly inside:
Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean. Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness. (Matthew 23:25-28)
The religious elites Jesus confronted were focused on outward appearance. Earlier he rebuked them for their distinctive clothing and titles, but this time he goes right to the heart of the issue: True change comes from a transformed heart change and not through conformity of outward appearance.
The hidden sins of religious elites rebuked directly by Jesus are probably different from our own. That said, our Mennonite religious culture is similar to theirs in that we also emphasize looking right according to our standards and we like to believe that this outward conformity is an indication of a spiritual condition. However, according to Jesus, compliance with a religious standard is not an indication of a heart change.
The Mennonite “doctrine of non-conformity” is often a distraction and disguise for a sinful heart.
Many use the exhortation “be not conformed to this world” out of context and as a justification for their rules. Unfortunately, this misses the point entirely. The alternative to being conformed to the world is *not* a long list of standards but a transformation of mind, and that is only possible through the work of the Holy Spirit.
Mennonites need to focus less on their cherished doctrine of non-conformity (that is primarily concerned with maintaining an acceptable appearance) and more on change of heart. As Jesus said, when the heart is changed then the behavior will follow—with or without rules. But without spiritual transformation no amount of rules or conformity to them can change hearts.
I know plenty of Mennonites who wear the prescribed clothing, do the right Mennonite activities and are really nice people, but it seems they have no real faith. It is possible to change on the outside through religious indoctrination while lacking in substance of faith and remaining spiritually dead. So, if anything, Mennonite standards only serve to create a disguise for the faithless.
The focus on outward appearance and emphasis on rules in conservative Mennonite circles could itself be indication of a lack of heart change. It is a perspective that gets things completely in reverse and shows a lack of spiritual understanding so basic that it can hardly be anything but a sign of an untransformed mind.
True faith is not about cultural conformity and a pleasant facade.
People behave the way they do for many reasons. We act in a particular manner or conform to the standards of our peer group in order to be accepted. However, the faith that pleases God is not about fitting in or meeting religious expectations. The faith that God seeks is about spiritual transformation that takes us well beyond anything that can be spelled out into code.
Sure, religious folks might be able to police themselves based on their rules (written or unwritten) and look down those who fall outside the lines. Yet, without inner change, none of it matters; we are only succeeding at making people clean on the outside and neglecting what Jesus taught should come first. Perhaps then we would be more accepting of those who don’t act right according to our favored ideas but have a heart for God?
King David didn’t always act right according to our standards. He did some things that weren’t even allowed by God’s standard, was guilty of a terrible sin, and still was a man after God’s own heart. David’s heart was right even though his behavior was not, and that is more important than meeting religious expectations or maintaining a nice appearance.
Are you truly transformed and changed spiritually from the inside out?
Or are you only a good Mennonite acting the part?
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